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Nov. 28th, 2009 | 07:59 pm
Apparently... I just lose everything I come in contact with, everything I love.
Fair warning to anyone who thinks they might like me. Run away as fast as you fucking can.
Fair warning to anyone who thinks they might like me. Run away as fast as you fucking can.
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Righting the Wrongs (7 /?)
Apr. 14th, 2009 | 01:33 pm
Title: Righting the Wrongs (7 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad. Hopeful?
Chapter VII - Rebuilding the base
Will was put away on 2 consecutive life sentences for attempted murder of 2 government agents and the first degree murder of a child, amongst premeditated murder, vehicular manslaughter, wreck less endangerment, the rap sheet went on for a good 2 pages. It still took some time for them to get back in a car and drive willingly so late at night. They moved into a slightly larger house, leaving the large condo behind. Bought new vehicles, even redid the nursery just in case they decided one day to try all of this again. They had pictures of the happy couple together, a few pictures of them and the crew with Kaley. More as a reminder life isn’t fair but it gives you gifts, despite the fact they may be taken away. Unlike most couples that lose a child instantly blaming the other for the problems, Emily and JJ became closer. After 3 weeks of 3 times a week counseling both separated and together they were cleared for duty. They went back to work and without knowing it Emily began keeping a small booklet of people they saved, much like Gideon did, even digging through old case files to remember the ones before the tragedy. It gave her hope knowing that even though they lost their child, they saved others along the way. JJ, deep in her computers file system kept records, pictures of the victims in their happiest state of ones lost, kept updates on one saved while off the clock.
A month later.
Emily walked up behind JJ wrapping her arms around the blond she smiled. It was a protective hug, one she would use when she was feeling weak. Knowingly JJ ran her fingertips over Emily’s forearms and snuggled back into the tall brunette. Both smiled, JJ looked back, the two kissed. The last case was particularly hard case tested their patients and nerves and all they wanted now was to get lost in each other. But a phone call from Garcia stating she was outside and this was urgent grabbed their guns, badges and overnight bags and tossed them into the suburban as they opened the doors.
“Ok Garcia we just got 2 weeks off and now we are being thrown on a case? What gives?” Emily asked.
“And how was I not the one notified… Every case is still on my desk, read through and accounted for we were in the clear as of to…”
“Ladies… Ladies, Silence, is golden in this picture show.” Garcia held back her caty grin for a serious look.
Emily looked at JJ in the front seat, both gave each other the “what… I don’t know, ok urmm.. fuck” look with the tiny shrug, even smaller head shake.
Garcia pulled up to a club neither had been to. Emily put her head in her hands and JJ laughed and groaned all in one. “Garcia, this was supposed to be… our night…” JJ looked at her with a sad pathetic lip-biting look.
“JJ Love… you constantly underestimate me, dance with us awhile, knock a few drinks back, get lost. We have your back.”
Getting lost… the look in JJ’s eyes when Emily looked into hers as they danced on the dance floor, 3 mixed drinks down and a heavy bass pounding slow and hard. Finding that spark when the group paid for hotel rooms since none of them could drive, giving Emily and JJ the honeymoon suit of the hotel next door. Igniting it when the moans filled the room, sweat dripped off their bodies and no surface laid unclaimed by either body. Kindling it, wrapped in each others arms the next morning remember everything and nothing all in once but remembering it was one of their most freeing nights ever.
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad. Hopeful?
Chapter VII - Rebuilding the base
Will was put away on 2 consecutive life sentences for attempted murder of 2 government agents and the first degree murder of a child, amongst premeditated murder, vehicular manslaughter, wreck less endangerment, the rap sheet went on for a good 2 pages. It still took some time for them to get back in a car and drive willingly so late at night. They moved into a slightly larger house, leaving the large condo behind. Bought new vehicles, even redid the nursery just in case they decided one day to try all of this again. They had pictures of the happy couple together, a few pictures of them and the crew with Kaley. More as a reminder life isn’t fair but it gives you gifts, despite the fact they may be taken away. Unlike most couples that lose a child instantly blaming the other for the problems, Emily and JJ became closer. After 3 weeks of 3 times a week counseling both separated and together they were cleared for duty. They went back to work and without knowing it Emily began keeping a small booklet of people they saved, much like Gideon did, even digging through old case files to remember the ones before the tragedy. It gave her hope knowing that even though they lost their child, they saved others along the way. JJ, deep in her computers file system kept records, pictures of the victims in their happiest state of ones lost, kept updates on one saved while off the clock.
A month later.
Emily walked up behind JJ wrapping her arms around the blond she smiled. It was a protective hug, one she would use when she was feeling weak. Knowingly JJ ran her fingertips over Emily’s forearms and snuggled back into the tall brunette. Both smiled, JJ looked back, the two kissed. The last case was particularly hard case tested their patients and nerves and all they wanted now was to get lost in each other. But a phone call from Garcia stating she was outside and this was urgent grabbed their guns, badges and overnight bags and tossed them into the suburban as they opened the doors.
“Ok Garcia we just got 2 weeks off and now we are being thrown on a case? What gives?” Emily asked.
“And how was I not the one notified… Every case is still on my desk, read through and accounted for we were in the clear as of to…”
“Ladies… Ladies, Silence, is golden in this picture show.” Garcia held back her caty grin for a serious look.
Emily looked at JJ in the front seat, both gave each other the “what… I don’t know, ok urmm.. fuck” look with the tiny shrug, even smaller head shake.
Garcia pulled up to a club neither had been to. Emily put her head in her hands and JJ laughed and groaned all in one. “Garcia, this was supposed to be… our night…” JJ looked at her with a sad pathetic lip-biting look.
“JJ Love… you constantly underestimate me, dance with us awhile, knock a few drinks back, get lost. We have your back.”
Getting lost… the look in JJ’s eyes when Emily looked into hers as they danced on the dance floor, 3 mixed drinks down and a heavy bass pounding slow and hard. Finding that spark when the group paid for hotel rooms since none of them could drive, giving Emily and JJ the honeymoon suit of the hotel next door. Igniting it when the moans filled the room, sweat dripped off their bodies and no surface laid unclaimed by either body. Kindling it, wrapped in each others arms the next morning remember everything and nothing all in once but remembering it was one of their most freeing nights ever.
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Righting the Wrongs (6 /?)
Apr. 14th, 2009 | 01:23 pm
Title: Righting the Wrongs (6 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad. Hopeful?
Chapter VI - Aftermath
JJ woke up hearing an incessant beep, slow at first, but as her consciousness became more apparent. Her body jolted into full consciousness with a scream. “Emily!! Kaley!!” She finally opened her eyes seeing nothing but a curtain, bright lights, white walls, and it was cold, very cold; the combination caused her to flinch, squint and put her hands up shading her eyes. Hotch followed a nurse in running. “JJ, JJ calm down. Emily is right here. She passed out an hour ago.” JJ looked around frantic trying to look at Emily despite the curtain. Morgan walked in moving the curtain. “She’s right here baby girl… right here…” The nurse sighed calmer now one was ok. Now just waiting Emily to wake up back up.
“Where’s my baby…” She looked around at everyone as they filed in. Garcia hid behind Morgan in tears. Morgan looked helpless, Reid was a lost boy, Hotch and Rossi just looked at JJ, both opening their mouths but nothing comes out. JJ’s eyes welled up, knowing full well a baby could never live through an accident like that. Her hands covered her face as she broke down in tears. Garcia and Morgan went to either side of her hugging onto her. “No… no…” JJ cried out. Morgan held tighter as she started to fight against him, tears rolling down his face in streams. The rest of them wiped tears away from their eyes trying to be strong. She cried into the night, Garcia and Morgan holding her hand, never leaving her side.
Reid noticed JJ was finally out cold. He rested his hand on Morgan’s shoulder, then Garcia’s. He put his finger to his mouth and nodded outside. Offering them food for the first time in 15 hours now. Reid stood at Emily’s side and sighed remembering his drug problem, how he treated her when they first met. “You are strong Emily…You will pull through” He whispered before leaving the room. Hotch walked in sitting in the chair by Emily’s bed. She winced, and gripped her hand into a fist. Opened her eyes whimpering quietly. Hotch knelt down to her level patting her shoulder carefully. Emily nodded at JJ’s bed, hopeful at least, the silent communication continuing. He nodded with a small weak smile. The second look she gave him was more hopeless; this time Hotch shook his head. Tears rolled down her face slowly as she closed her eyes and shut down. Hoarsely she whispered out “Go home…” He squeezed her shoulder and walked out of the room with his hand on his forehead. He just whispered to Garcia and Morgan who stopped everything to look up at him. “She knows Kaley is gone… she told me to go home. She’s trying to protect us all from having to deal with their pain.” Garcia and Morgan looked up at him with a ‘like hell’ look; he just nodded.
Garcia’s fingers flew across her laptop keyboard. Despite the crappy wi-fi from the hospital she managed to pull up every document, receipt, bank statement, date and time of Will’s travels. Finding he rented a car here, and withdrew cash from a local teller. “$450 cash withdraw, that’s a week in a low key hotel/motel.” Morgan pointed to the bank statement. “Why didn’t he approach the girls… why …assuming… run into their vehicle knowing that on ramp was the one thing they would drive into.” Hotch nodded. “Seems too vindictive for a cop, knowing full well the baby was in the car.” Morgan looked up at him. “Revenge. And really? He’s a cop who killed his baby and could have killed JJ and Emily.” Rossi patted Morgan’s shoulder. “I’m going back to BAU. Paperwork needs to be done from our last case. And we could hypothesize here all day and but it won’t get us anywhere. Come on guys.” Morgan and Garcia remained at the hospital faxing their paperwork to their office.
Emily’s, breathing was heavy, thrashing a little. JJ woke up hearing the commotion; slide carefully out of bed and to Emily’s side. “Emily…shh… calm down baby…” Emily’s eyes opened slowly, looking at JJ with hopeful but painful upset eyes. “It wasn’t your fault Emily…” Emily closed her eyes, both women in tears. JJ pulled her face closer kissing her lips. “We’ll get through this… I promise.” Emily nodded. “We will… I love you JJ…” Emily looked up into JJ’s baby blue eyes and calmed down. JJ carefully crawled into bed with Emily and laid her head on Emily’s shoulder. Both closed their eyes, uneasy minds settling into slumber together again. These 24 hours seemed like a lifetime.
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad. Hopeful?
Chapter VI - Aftermath
JJ woke up hearing an incessant beep, slow at first, but as her consciousness became more apparent. Her body jolted into full consciousness with a scream. “Emily!! Kaley!!” She finally opened her eyes seeing nothing but a curtain, bright lights, white walls, and it was cold, very cold; the combination caused her to flinch, squint and put her hands up shading her eyes. Hotch followed a nurse in running. “JJ, JJ calm down. Emily is right here. She passed out an hour ago.” JJ looked around frantic trying to look at Emily despite the curtain. Morgan walked in moving the curtain. “She’s right here baby girl… right here…” The nurse sighed calmer now one was ok. Now just waiting Emily to wake up back up.
“Where’s my baby…” She looked around at everyone as they filed in. Garcia hid behind Morgan in tears. Morgan looked helpless, Reid was a lost boy, Hotch and Rossi just looked at JJ, both opening their mouths but nothing comes out. JJ’s eyes welled up, knowing full well a baby could never live through an accident like that. Her hands covered her face as she broke down in tears. Garcia and Morgan went to either side of her hugging onto her. “No… no…” JJ cried out. Morgan held tighter as she started to fight against him, tears rolling down his face in streams. The rest of them wiped tears away from their eyes trying to be strong. She cried into the night, Garcia and Morgan holding her hand, never leaving her side.
Reid noticed JJ was finally out cold. He rested his hand on Morgan’s shoulder, then Garcia’s. He put his finger to his mouth and nodded outside. Offering them food for the first time in 15 hours now. Reid stood at Emily’s side and sighed remembering his drug problem, how he treated her when they first met. “You are strong Emily…You will pull through” He whispered before leaving the room. Hotch walked in sitting in the chair by Emily’s bed. She winced, and gripped her hand into a fist. Opened her eyes whimpering quietly. Hotch knelt down to her level patting her shoulder carefully. Emily nodded at JJ’s bed, hopeful at least, the silent communication continuing. He nodded with a small weak smile. The second look she gave him was more hopeless; this time Hotch shook his head. Tears rolled down her face slowly as she closed her eyes and shut down. Hoarsely she whispered out “Go home…” He squeezed her shoulder and walked out of the room with his hand on his forehead. He just whispered to Garcia and Morgan who stopped everything to look up at him. “She knows Kaley is gone… she told me to go home. She’s trying to protect us all from having to deal with their pain.” Garcia and Morgan looked up at him with a ‘like hell’ look; he just nodded.
Garcia’s fingers flew across her laptop keyboard. Despite the crappy wi-fi from the hospital she managed to pull up every document, receipt, bank statement, date and time of Will’s travels. Finding he rented a car here, and withdrew cash from a local teller. “$450 cash withdraw, that’s a week in a low key hotel/motel.” Morgan pointed to the bank statement. “Why didn’t he approach the girls… why …assuming… run into their vehicle knowing that on ramp was the one thing they would drive into.” Hotch nodded. “Seems too vindictive for a cop, knowing full well the baby was in the car.” Morgan looked up at him. “Revenge. And really? He’s a cop who killed his baby and could have killed JJ and Emily.” Rossi patted Morgan’s shoulder. “I’m going back to BAU. Paperwork needs to be done from our last case. And we could hypothesize here all day and but it won’t get us anywhere. Come on guys.” Morgan and Garcia remained at the hospital faxing their paperwork to their office.
Emily’s, breathing was heavy, thrashing a little. JJ woke up hearing the commotion; slide carefully out of bed and to Emily’s side. “Emily…shh… calm down baby…” Emily’s eyes opened slowly, looking at JJ with hopeful but painful upset eyes. “It wasn’t your fault Emily…” Emily closed her eyes, both women in tears. JJ pulled her face closer kissing her lips. “We’ll get through this… I promise.” Emily nodded. “We will… I love you JJ…” Emily looked up into JJ’s baby blue eyes and calmed down. JJ carefully crawled into bed with Emily and laid her head on Emily’s shoulder. Both closed their eyes, uneasy minds settling into slumber together again. These 24 hours seemed like a lifetime.
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Righting the Wrongs (5 /?)
Apr. 14th, 2009 | 01:20 pm
Title: Righting the Wrongs (5 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: M (character death, and I'm prime evil so hold your breath and punch me in the shoulder later)
Chapter V - Tragedies
Emily kissed her mother goodnight, followed quickly by JJ and a sleepy squeal from their child. It was a little after midnight, New Years day. Ambassador Prentiss was finally used to her daughter marrying JJ, she’d taking a liking to her since they had the baby.
“Have a safe drive home ladies.” With a small smile and a final wave the Ambassador closed the door.
Everyone in the car and buckled in safe they made their way home. JJ looked at Emily, not saying a word but had the look of love in her eyes. Emily looked at her and reciprocated the look. JJ turned her head watching the skyline slowly falling asleep. Emily held onto her hand, running her thumb along the soft skin. After 20 minutes into the drive she didn’t realized someone was pacing the rear quarter panel drivers side of the car. Wide-awake and still stroking JJ’s thumb she felt the car nudge to the right. Correcting it, thinking it was a pothole she visually missed, since there was no car in view, she drove on.
Seconds later just as she saw a dark car with no lights on slam into their car, forcing her off to the right. She ripped her hand from JJ’s. Controlling the car away from the steep inclined off ramp was impossible. In both Emily and JJ’s minds they saw their world turn completely upside down. The car flipping onto its roof, the tires still rolling, glass sprayed across the ground, dented metal, a crunched roof and hood. The sound of the car scrapping along the pavement and grass would catch the attention of anyone within 50 yards. As the car came to a standstill… there was a sound of another car crashing into the steel railing lining the on-ramp. Then complete silence.
Emily quietly groaned after 7 minutes of what seemed days worth of sleep. She looked around wincing, ears ringing, head pounding, heart racing, arm and leg throbbing. She managed to push at JJ with a broken wrist crying out she gave up on that idea. Panicking she took the knife she kept clipped to the side door pocket, cutting it, she dropped to the roof and onto a blanket of tiny pieces of glass. She remained silent as she crawled out of the car. She managed to get to her feet looking around, not a set of headlights for miles. Limping to the passenger’s side she dropped to her knees. Grounding out “JJ…. Jennifer. Wa…” cough, “Wake up” She pulled out the knife cutting the seat belt, JJ dropped like a lead weight. Pulling her out as best as she could. She cut the phone out of her pocket, she couldn’t shove her hand in her pocket to get it. She hit speed dial 3 then put it on loud speaker.
“Hotchner.”
“Accident…”
“Emily what’s wrong?” He sat up in bed, the seriousness in his tone waking his wife.
“Accident. Need…” Looking around she paused before moving again to the rear seat. “Bus… trace call...”
“Hang in there Emily I’m on my way.” Adding a line in. “Garcia, track my call, it’s Emily, I want the entire team there, including medic and fire.” Garcia gulped only to reply “Consider it done.” Immediately she was off calling everyone to the scene.
“Emily you still with me” He was already dressed in jeans, t-shirt and hoodie and in his car screeching tires down the road.
“Yeah… JJ unconscious. And… no… oh god…” The line went silent.
“Emily, talk to me. What is it?”
She cried out sliding her body under the upside down car seat, cutting the safety harness. Laying the baby along her body, she managed to turn around and push herself out with her feet. She climbed up the side of the bank incline a few feet on hands and knees; she wrapped the barely breathing baby in her jacket after managing to pull it off with a growl.
She crawled down the hill to JJ’s side, trying to pull her up and away from the crash as well. She heard sirens and closed her eyes thanking her lucky stars. Cradling JJ’s head in her arms, their baby laying her thigh cradled tight. Blood dripping off her face hands and knees.
Hotch picked Morgan up on the way, as Morgan looked at the scene he only muttered “Dear god…” Before the Suburban even stopped, Morgan was on the ground running to his partners. Emily shivered violently, one arm around JJ, the other holding onto the baby.
“Emily… look at me.” He snapped a few times. “EMILY” He tried to get in her line of sight but she looked right through him, death grip on her family. “Hotch, she’s not responsive, she’s in shock. JJ’s still unconscious.” Morgan and Hotch made a group effort to unclench the baby from Emily’s protective grip. They managed just as the ambulance arrived. The paramedics ran over first examining the baby when the looked up at Morgan and Hotch shaking their head. Hotch and Morgan both turned away, Morgan more physically outraged. “Morgan. There is another car on the other side of this onramp, take Reid and Rossi over there and check it out. I’ll stay with Emily and JJ. Go.”
Hotch put his hand on Emily’s shoulder. “Emily… you have to let go of JJ… The paramedics are going to look over her and take her to the hospital. You are going too. You will be right behind her Emily. Do you understand…” She barely nodded at his order, looking at her you would have missed it but he could feel the muscle in her shoulder move to what was supposed to be a nod.
Morgan’s phone rang. “Morgan” “Are they ok? … the baby?” The normally bubbly tech goddess sat in tears waiting for some sort of communication. “I don’t know. I’m standing here next to Will…William LaMontagne… I want to know everything about this asshole…. credit, background, family history, anything down to a parking ticket.” “You got it… Call me with an update on the girls.” “Garcia, meet us at the hospital, just bring your laptop.” He slapped his phone shut. Hesitated a moment wishing he could kick Will in the face only to cuff his hands behind his back and walk his way back to Hotch side with his jaw clenched trying to cool down. Hotch leaned down picking up Emily’s phone off the ground before putting his hand on Morgan’s shoulder and walking to their SUV. Following the ambulance silently to the hospital.
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Righting the Wrongs (4 /?)
Apr. 14th, 2009 | 01:14 pm
Title: Righting the Wrongs (4 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life? Forgive the fact I can't write smut right now very well lol
Rating: M
Chapter IV - Breaking Silence
‘Who in gods name can wait 7 weeks without having sex’ Emily thought looking at JJ’s slender body as she walked to the conference room. She bit her lip and tried to concentrate on the file in front of her. JJ peeked her head out giving Emily a sexy smirk before disappearing again. Emily got chills instantly from the tiny show of affection. Tilting her head as JJ walked back out and up to Emily’s desk. “Care to be my lunch date?” JJ asked with a “know all” grin. Emily nodded with a grin unable to help it. “Yeah that sounds great. Why the grin though…?” “Nothing Em… lets go! I’m starving.” The blond practically dragged Emily out by her arm. JJ said nothing more, just kept grinning like a fool. They ended up at home and Emily just looked at her with an eyebrow raised. As soon as they walked in the door JJ pushed Emily against the wall in a heated kiss. Their arms fought for dominance as they started shedding off each others clothing. JJ was the first to be naked, Emily shortly thereafter. Emily pressed JJ to the cold wall putting JJ’s hands over her head for control, her dominating kiss meant JJ was in for it. Emily picked JJ up, as she did so JJ wrapped her legs around her waist and her arms around her neck. Carrying her into the bedroom to lay her on the middle of the bed. Grinding their bodies together Emily started kissing JJ’s neck as her hand managed to snake between their bodies and find JJ’s center. Slipped 2 fingers in with ease for how soaking wet she was. Both let out a gasping breath and a deep moan at the feeling. JJ rolled reversed their positions, sitting on Emily’s lap, her fingers still rocking in and out. JJ tangled her fingers into Emily’s hair pushing her head to her chest for an onslaught of kisses. Emily’s fingers slipped deeper, then withdrew adding a third. JJ arched her back pressing Emily’s head to her breasts now. Emily got a hold of her nipple with her teeth and ran her tongue over the very tip, letting every taste bud drag cruelly across it. JJ ground down on Emily’s fingers, working her hips hard, using every ounce of energy to meet Emily’s thrusting fingers. Her body tensed when she felt a thumb on her clit and that was all it took. She cried out almost in tears, gripping onto Emily, bucking her hips till she nearly jumped off the assaulting fingers. Falling forward totally, she snuggled into Emily who just smirked wrapping her arms around the blond and kissed all over her forehead. JJ managed to whisper “I love you,” before hiding her face in Emily’s neck. Slyly she snaked her hand down and without warning pushed deep and hard into the brunette with 3 fingers, moving fast. Emily mumbled out “I … lov… love you…” with hard deep breathes in-between each word before screaming "Jennifer!!!"
Neither phone rang asking where they were. Garcia told the boys they went for lunch together.
Hotch nodded walking away, but as he did, with a small grin.
Morgan smirked his big flashy smirk whispering “About damn time.”
Boy wonder Reid looked around went back to reading his books.
Rossi chuckled and said. “Well they better be back tomorrow.”
Garcia grinned like a cheshire cat. “Oh they will, you’ll never see two happier people in your life.”
Rossi perked a brow. “Oh why’s that?”
Garcia grinned wider. “I’m babysitting.”
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life? Forgive the fact I can't write smut right now very well lol
Rating: M
Chapter IV - Breaking Silence
‘Who in gods name can wait 7 weeks without having sex’ Emily thought looking at JJ’s slender body as she walked to the conference room. She bit her lip and tried to concentrate on the file in front of her. JJ peeked her head out giving Emily a sexy smirk before disappearing again. Emily got chills instantly from the tiny show of affection. Tilting her head as JJ walked back out and up to Emily’s desk. “Care to be my lunch date?” JJ asked with a “know all” grin. Emily nodded with a grin unable to help it. “Yeah that sounds great. Why the grin though…?” “Nothing Em… lets go! I’m starving.” The blond practically dragged Emily out by her arm. JJ said nothing more, just kept grinning like a fool. They ended up at home and Emily just looked at her with an eyebrow raised. As soon as they walked in the door JJ pushed Emily against the wall in a heated kiss. Their arms fought for dominance as they started shedding off each others clothing. JJ was the first to be naked, Emily shortly thereafter. Emily pressed JJ to the cold wall putting JJ’s hands over her head for control, her dominating kiss meant JJ was in for it. Emily picked JJ up, as she did so JJ wrapped her legs around her waist and her arms around her neck. Carrying her into the bedroom to lay her on the middle of the bed. Grinding their bodies together Emily started kissing JJ’s neck as her hand managed to snake between their bodies and find JJ’s center. Slipped 2 fingers in with ease for how soaking wet she was. Both let out a gasping breath and a deep moan at the feeling. JJ rolled reversed their positions, sitting on Emily’s lap, her fingers still rocking in and out. JJ tangled her fingers into Emily’s hair pushing her head to her chest for an onslaught of kisses. Emily’s fingers slipped deeper, then withdrew adding a third. JJ arched her back pressing Emily’s head to her breasts now. Emily got a hold of her nipple with her teeth and ran her tongue over the very tip, letting every taste bud drag cruelly across it. JJ ground down on Emily’s fingers, working her hips hard, using every ounce of energy to meet Emily’s thrusting fingers. Her body tensed when she felt a thumb on her clit and that was all it took. She cried out almost in tears, gripping onto Emily, bucking her hips till she nearly jumped off the assaulting fingers. Falling forward totally, she snuggled into Emily who just smirked wrapping her arms around the blond and kissed all over her forehead. JJ managed to whisper “I love you,” before hiding her face in Emily’s neck. Slyly she snaked her hand down and without warning pushed deep and hard into the brunette with 3 fingers, moving fast. Emily mumbled out “I … lov… love you…” with hard deep breathes in-between each word before screaming "Jennifer!!!"
Neither phone rang asking where they were. Garcia told the boys they went for lunch together.
Hotch nodded walking away, but as he did, with a small grin.
Morgan smirked his big flashy smirk whispering “About damn time.”
Boy wonder Reid looked around went back to reading his books.
Rossi chuckled and said. “Well they better be back tomorrow.”
Garcia grinned like a cheshire cat. “Oh they will, you’ll never see two happier people in your life.”
Rossi perked a brow. “Oh why’s that?”
Garcia grinned wider. “I’m babysitting.”
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Righting the Wrongs (3 /?)
Jan. 24th, 2009 | 01:06 am
Title: Righting the Wrongs (3 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
Chapter III - Little Miracles
JJ simply never left when she came back. They set up a room in the house for the nursery, got new furniture for a soon to be family of three. Emily was far too excited, watching their worlds transform.
Hotchner happily ripped up JJ’s transfer papers and submitted maternity papers and requested time off for Emily. They continued to work though JJ’s pregnancy. JJ invaded Garcia’s office leaving when the scene was too grotesque. When Emily was away Garcia stayed with JJ at the house. It was an endless slumber party for the 2 blonds. Late nights when neither could sleep they covered everything from their youngest childhood memories to how Garcia and Morgan interacted to how Emily proposed to JJ.
“Whoa hold the phone there, Kitten. When did Emily propose? Come now, details. Leave nothing out!”
“Well between the last case and this case I got…” Showing off her hand. “This! She took me to our favorite restaurant just off Virginia Beach.” She smiled reminiscing, Garcia hogging her hand. “After a huge feast of a dinner we walked a little was along the beach and,” Garcia cut her off. “Wait, what were you wearing. I said details remember?” JJ rolled her eyes grinning. “Emily surprisingly wore tan cotton pants, white button up cotton shirt, sandals. I was wearing a white tee and a matching cotton tan dress bottom. She looked so hot.” “JJ stop being modest I can only imagine you looked just as gorgeous. When you guys dress a like it’s so cute, and with how opposite your coloring is, hair, eyes, skin… I just wish I had a picture for the office.” Smirking JJ got up digging through a picture memory box. “Ask and you shall receive Pen, you know this.” Handing over the picture of them on the beach at sunset, she continued on. “We walked along the beach at the waters edge. 2 minutes before the sun set officially… she got on one knee and purposed!” She squealed happily all dreamy eyed. “As if I could say no, she got up, we kissed for at least… 10 minutes… god it was amazing.” “You guys totally had sex that night didn’t you. I can tell, you came back to work the next day so much calmer, smirking at each other.” “Pen!!” “OH MY GOD you did!!” “Fine, yes, we did, most the night, that’s why we came in looking too tired to move.” “Well I’m glad! You guys haven’t had a date since you came back though, job always gets in the way,” Smiling Garcia hugged JJ as they continued to talk about various things.
As time came closer Emily gave victimology, paging grids, maps, ideas to everyone’s phones. They solved the case in what seemed like forever. Emily was boxing up the last of the images, files, evidence and printouts. She looked at JJ when she walked into the conference look, JJ looked lost. Emily walked over taking JJ’s hands. JJ looked up at her. “I… I think it’s time…” She looked up with her eyes sparkling. “Wow. Ok. Lets go. Oh my god JJ this is it.” She grabbed their overnight bags on the way, also knocking on Garcia’s door. JJ peeked in, with a squeal and a whimper she proclaimed “Hospital run!” Garcia locked her machines in an instant and ran out the door with her overnight bag. Flipping open her phone.
“What’s up momma?” Morgan said with a grin, all too happy to be coming home.
“We’re heading to the hospital!!! So Exciting!!!” Garcia announced. “Yeah so get your ass’s home!” JJ yelled for him to hear. “Or I’m kicking everyone’s ass!!!” Emily got her words in finally.
“Whoa Garcia are you serious! Yeah we are on the plane. Should be home in 3 hours. We’ll head to the hospital when we hit the ground. Good luck if we don’t make it.”
“Thanks muffin. We’ll see you there.” Another squeal.
Emily laughed hanging onto JJ’s hands both in the back seat. “Garcia I love you. I really do.” JJ grinned and swatted her arm. “You’re gonna make me jealous?! And before I have this baby! That’s not a good idea with these contract…” Whimpering her way through the 3-minute contraction, a death grip on Emily’s hand and arm. Garcia got a Cheshire cat grin. “I could never steal my best friends fiancé!” Emily merely patted her shoulder. JJ rewarded them with a cute glare. “Hey, Pen gets to sleep in my bed, with my fiancé, spend countless hours with her while I’m anywhere from California to Florida. Thank you very much! A little credit here.” She winked at JJ as Garcia pulled into the Emergency driveway. A gurney was waiting; a text from Garcia gave their Birthing Department lead a heads up they were coming in.
Getting both Emily and JJ ready for the birth. And from that moment, everything was clockwork. Contractions, drugs, hand squeezing, deep breathing and nurses scrambling to get things set up. Two hours and thirty minutes later JJ was laid out on the table, the surgeon cutting into her belly and before Emily could blink 2 hands brought up a screaming baby girl. JJ was smiling, tears in her eyes, Emily cut the cord in tears and the baby disappeared for a moment before coming back to Emily fairly clean, wrapped in a blanket. Emily smiled and passed their daughter to JJ. “She’s beautiful momma…” Emily smiled looking at JJ then wiped stray hairs away from JJ’s face, leaning in kissing her forehead. They kissed savoring the moment relaxing a minute before the hustle to get JJ into a room and settled. Emily was handed back the baby, she was escorted to the nursery. JJ was taken to her room, cleaned up and settling in.
Running down the hallway Morgan, Reid, Rossi and Hotch hollered at Garcia. “Baby come down yet???” “Not yet, a minute longer, Emily just went into the opposite hallway to bring her in. So Excited!!!!” “We got here as soon as we could, you know when Morgan drives everyone is in danger.” Rossi made as a side comment. “Only 29.3% of the time is he that wreck less.” “Reid how do you know that?” “BOYS! There she is…” Everyone fell silent, smiling, hands on each others shoulders, they waved at Emily, who waved back showing them the baby before the nurse took over. She walked out of the room and was clobbered by everyone with hugs and congrats. “Thank you all for coming. JJ is going to be in Room 114. A few more minutes and she’ll actually be in there. Love you guys. I’ll be out in a few minutes to walk you up there.” She smiled hugging and kissing everyone. True to the time clock a few minutes went by as a nurse escorted the baby to JJ’s room, following not far behind everyone discussing what the name could be. Emily just smiled walking in holding Garcia’s hand, who abandon the brunette, to snuggle up to the blond and the tiny blond baby in her arms. Morgan wrapped an around Emily who put her head on his shoulder just grinning away.
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
Chapter III - Little Miracles
JJ simply never left when she came back. They set up a room in the house for the nursery, got new furniture for a soon to be family of three. Emily was far too excited, watching their worlds transform.
Hotchner happily ripped up JJ’s transfer papers and submitted maternity papers and requested time off for Emily. They continued to work though JJ’s pregnancy. JJ invaded Garcia’s office leaving when the scene was too grotesque. When Emily was away Garcia stayed with JJ at the house. It was an endless slumber party for the 2 blonds. Late nights when neither could sleep they covered everything from their youngest childhood memories to how Garcia and Morgan interacted to how Emily proposed to JJ.
“Whoa hold the phone there, Kitten. When did Emily propose? Come now, details. Leave nothing out!”
“Well between the last case and this case I got…” Showing off her hand. “This! She took me to our favorite restaurant just off Virginia Beach.” She smiled reminiscing, Garcia hogging her hand. “After a huge feast of a dinner we walked a little was along the beach and,” Garcia cut her off. “Wait, what were you wearing. I said details remember?” JJ rolled her eyes grinning. “Emily surprisingly wore tan cotton pants, white button up cotton shirt, sandals. I was wearing a white tee and a matching cotton tan dress bottom. She looked so hot.” “JJ stop being modest I can only imagine you looked just as gorgeous. When you guys dress a like it’s so cute, and with how opposite your coloring is, hair, eyes, skin… I just wish I had a picture for the office.” Smirking JJ got up digging through a picture memory box. “Ask and you shall receive Pen, you know this.” Handing over the picture of them on the beach at sunset, she continued on. “We walked along the beach at the waters edge. 2 minutes before the sun set officially… she got on one knee and purposed!” She squealed happily all dreamy eyed. “As if I could say no, she got up, we kissed for at least… 10 minutes… god it was amazing.” “You guys totally had sex that night didn’t you. I can tell, you came back to work the next day so much calmer, smirking at each other.” “Pen!!” “OH MY GOD you did!!” “Fine, yes, we did, most the night, that’s why we came in looking too tired to move.” “Well I’m glad! You guys haven’t had a date since you came back though, job always gets in the way,” Smiling Garcia hugged JJ as they continued to talk about various things.
As time came closer Emily gave victimology, paging grids, maps, ideas to everyone’s phones. They solved the case in what seemed like forever. Emily was boxing up the last of the images, files, evidence and printouts. She looked at JJ when she walked into the conference look, JJ looked lost. Emily walked over taking JJ’s hands. JJ looked up at her. “I… I think it’s time…” She looked up with her eyes sparkling. “Wow. Ok. Lets go. Oh my god JJ this is it.” She grabbed their overnight bags on the way, also knocking on Garcia’s door. JJ peeked in, with a squeal and a whimper she proclaimed “Hospital run!” Garcia locked her machines in an instant and ran out the door with her overnight bag. Flipping open her phone.
“What’s up momma?” Morgan said with a grin, all too happy to be coming home.
“We’re heading to the hospital!!! So Exciting!!!” Garcia announced. “Yeah so get your ass’s home!” JJ yelled for him to hear. “Or I’m kicking everyone’s ass!!!” Emily got her words in finally.
“Whoa Garcia are you serious! Yeah we are on the plane. Should be home in 3 hours. We’ll head to the hospital when we hit the ground. Good luck if we don’t make it.”
“Thanks muffin. We’ll see you there.” Another squeal.
Emily laughed hanging onto JJ’s hands both in the back seat. “Garcia I love you. I really do.” JJ grinned and swatted her arm. “You’re gonna make me jealous?! And before I have this baby! That’s not a good idea with these contract…” Whimpering her way through the 3-minute contraction, a death grip on Emily’s hand and arm. Garcia got a Cheshire cat grin. “I could never steal my best friends fiancé!” Emily merely patted her shoulder. JJ rewarded them with a cute glare. “Hey, Pen gets to sleep in my bed, with my fiancé, spend countless hours with her while I’m anywhere from California to Florida. Thank you very much! A little credit here.” She winked at JJ as Garcia pulled into the Emergency driveway. A gurney was waiting; a text from Garcia gave their Birthing Department lead a heads up they were coming in.
Getting both Emily and JJ ready for the birth. And from that moment, everything was clockwork. Contractions, drugs, hand squeezing, deep breathing and nurses scrambling to get things set up. Two hours and thirty minutes later JJ was laid out on the table, the surgeon cutting into her belly and before Emily could blink 2 hands brought up a screaming baby girl. JJ was smiling, tears in her eyes, Emily cut the cord in tears and the baby disappeared for a moment before coming back to Emily fairly clean, wrapped in a blanket. Emily smiled and passed their daughter to JJ. “She’s beautiful momma…” Emily smiled looking at JJ then wiped stray hairs away from JJ’s face, leaning in kissing her forehead. They kissed savoring the moment relaxing a minute before the hustle to get JJ into a room and settled. Emily was handed back the baby, she was escorted to the nursery. JJ was taken to her room, cleaned up and settling in.
Running down the hallway Morgan, Reid, Rossi and Hotch hollered at Garcia. “Baby come down yet???” “Not yet, a minute longer, Emily just went into the opposite hallway to bring her in. So Excited!!!!” “We got here as soon as we could, you know when Morgan drives everyone is in danger.” Rossi made as a side comment. “Only 29.3% of the time is he that wreck less.” “Reid how do you know that?” “BOYS! There she is…” Everyone fell silent, smiling, hands on each others shoulders, they waved at Emily, who waved back showing them the baby before the nurse took over. She walked out of the room and was clobbered by everyone with hugs and congrats. “Thank you all for coming. JJ is going to be in Room 114. A few more minutes and she’ll actually be in there. Love you guys. I’ll be out in a few minutes to walk you up there.” She smiled hugging and kissing everyone. True to the time clock a few minutes went by as a nurse escorted the baby to JJ’s room, following not far behind everyone discussing what the name could be. Emily just smiled walking in holding Garcia’s hand, who abandon the brunette, to snuggle up to the blond and the tiny blond baby in her arms. Morgan wrapped an around Emily who put her head on his shoulder just grinning away.
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Righting the Wrongs (2 /?)
Jan. 24th, 2009 | 12:55 am
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Title: Righting the Wrongs (2 /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
Chapter II – New Hope
JJ slipping into Garcia’s car with tears pouring down her face. “I couldn’t do it… I couldn’t even do it for the baby… I just couldn’t pretend it was all ok…” Muffled by the embrace Garcia snatched her into.
“I got you JJ. I was hoping you’d change your mind…” The only time she’d ever seemed so serious was this moment and when she found out JJ left without the desire to say goodbye.
“Can I stay with you tonight… I don’t think I can face Emily right now.”
“I bet you could… She refused my phone call, I called back and it was off. I want to go over there if not for you then my own sanity, there hasn’t been a day or hour in her life her phone wasn’t ready and waiting to be called.” With a sigh she started up the car, taking JJ’s hand in hers she smiled. Driving to Emily’s home.
Upon arrival JJ sat there looking at the dash, tears streaming down her face. It was late, she’s tired, her body hurts, her nerves are on edge and all she wants to do is hold Emily against her and look in those eyes.
“I’m so sorry to ask this… but…” Glance to the walkway then back to curious Garcia eyes. “I…do think I want to do it…” A bashful nod from Garcia sealed the deal. A hug and a kiss later JJ was inching her way up the steps to Emily’s apartment. She hesitantly knocked and when no one answers after a few minutes she opened the door with the key she still had. She crept through the house not knowing what to expect. She came upon the computer still playing along to the newly bought set of songs. ‘It would be you’ blared through the speakers, hearing the chorus the words pierced her heart and she didn’t know if she could keep going. “If it was a drink, It would be a strong one, If it was a sad song, It would be a long one, If it was a color, It would be a deep deep blue, But if were talking about a heartache, It would be you.” ‘This can’t be what she thinks of me… then again I did basically leave her after her begging… I hope I can fix this…’ She turned off the computer and wandered through the rest of the house. She made it to the bedroom, last door of the hallway. She dropped her bag mid step and with a low painfully shocked hoarse voice she muttered “Em…Emily…” Walking over to the curled up body propped up by the wall looking like she’d been shot, she placed her hand on Emily who merely whimpered. Silent tears rolled down Emily’s cheeks, JJ’s now shiny with tears and filling the air with sniffles. JJ wrapped her arms around Emily’s shoulders, noticing the heat radiating off Emily even through their clothes. The bottle of Jack Daniels peeked over Emily’s thigh and without hesitation JJ grabbed it shaking her head, placing only one kiss on Emily’s forehead she held the brunette till she could figure out how to get her to the bed and off the freezing floor.
It took a few minutes to get the sheets situated, herself into shorts and a t-shirt, get Emily changed and finally attempt carrying dead weight. She tucked Emily in bed and went to the kitchen tossing the Jack bottle into the trash. She stood there awhile watching her reflection in the window. Dialing Garcia she held the phone to her ear.
"Pen I'm freaking out... I don't know if I can do this alone...."
"Whats going on? Is she awake?"
"No she's asleep in bed, drunk... Jack Daniels, she drank a whole half gallon... I'm almost afraid she's got alcohol poisoning."
"Even for Emily that is a lot, she doesn't get that trashed in Vegas"
"I changed her out of her work suit to a shirt and shorts, she has no idea. "
"Eek. Well you need to stay and work this out, she tried to keep you before you even got to the airport, she loves you."
"I know. It was a mistake to ever pretend I could walk away..."
"Go curl up with her, surprise her in the morning."
"Thanks Pen... wish me luck tomorrow."
"Night Doll face."
"Night." with a grin JJ hung up and looked toward Emily's bedroom. She got a glass of water for both her and Emily, walked into the bedroom putting one and a bottle of Advil next to it for the morning, the other for herself. She crawled into bed, a pillow on one side for her belly and Emily to prop her up on the other. At first Emily was restless but she settled feeling the warmth of another body, the ease of steady breaths against her skin.
A deep groan, a whimper and a throbbing headache woke Emily up. She looked around, an empty bed, no bottle, water and Advil by the bed even different clothing. She scrambled for the Advil and chugged the water. Laying back down she snuggled in, taking a deep breathe. She could smell JJ's shampoo and tears rolled down her face. She decided she should get up and do laundry not wanting to smell it anymore, but not before breakfast. Into the kitchen and head in the fridge searching for milk. She stalled realizing she smelled coffee. She didn't start coffee. "Mom?" She twisted around looking in the living room. "Garcia? Morgan? Hotch?..... Anyone...?" Eyes narrow looking around. The front door opened and Emily froze. JJ looked up at her, frozen, taking a deep breath before stepping in and closing the door. Emily looked helpless, a weak hoarse little voice "J...en...nifer...." She took a step but simply fell to her knees.
"We... need to talk Emily?" JJ managed to speak out before tears rolled down her face while a forced smile showing Emily it was all ok now.
"You... you changed my clothes, the coffee... wait. But… Will? What about..."
"Emily stop. One step at a time…and screw Will, I left him at the airport. Yes I came here last night, picked you off the floor, unconscious, after changing your clothes."
Emily just nodded. She opened her arms, still sitting on her knees. JJ walked up hugging Emily’s head, crying, this time truly smiling. It took a minute before Emily got a hold of herself enough to stand. One hand on the baby belly the other wrapped around JJ's waist, JJ's arms around her neck.
"JJ... I didn't think you'd come back."
"Hah... surprised you didn't I. I'm just finally admitting I can be happy with you, that I don't have to stay with Will and pretend to be happy."
"I'm glad... because I know. For as strong as I may seem... I broke... Every night was going to be a JD night."
With a light pat on Emily's head JJ showed how she disapproved. "Well I'm glad we don't have to buy stock in Jack Daniels." Said with a lighthearted laugh.
Emily smiled. She looked up with her eyes closed thanking her lucky stars. JJ clung to her as if life depended upon it.
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
Chapter II – New Hope
JJ slipping into Garcia’s car with tears pouring down her face. “I couldn’t do it… I couldn’t even do it for the baby… I just couldn’t pretend it was all ok…” Muffled by the embrace Garcia snatched her into.
“I got you JJ. I was hoping you’d change your mind…” The only time she’d ever seemed so serious was this moment and when she found out JJ left without the desire to say goodbye.
“Can I stay with you tonight… I don’t think I can face Emily right now.”
“I bet you could… She refused my phone call, I called back and it was off. I want to go over there if not for you then my own sanity, there hasn’t been a day or hour in her life her phone wasn’t ready and waiting to be called.” With a sigh she started up the car, taking JJ’s hand in hers she smiled. Driving to Emily’s home.
Upon arrival JJ sat there looking at the dash, tears streaming down her face. It was late, she’s tired, her body hurts, her nerves are on edge and all she wants to do is hold Emily against her and look in those eyes.
“I’m so sorry to ask this… but…” Glance to the walkway then back to curious Garcia eyes. “I…do think I want to do it…” A bashful nod from Garcia sealed the deal. A hug and a kiss later JJ was inching her way up the steps to Emily’s apartment. She hesitantly knocked and when no one answers after a few minutes she opened the door with the key she still had. She crept through the house not knowing what to expect. She came upon the computer still playing along to the newly bought set of songs. ‘It would be you’ blared through the speakers, hearing the chorus the words pierced her heart and she didn’t know if she could keep going. “If it was a drink, It would be a strong one, If it was a sad song, It would be a long one, If it was a color, It would be a deep deep blue, But if were talking about a heartache, It would be you.” ‘This can’t be what she thinks of me… then again I did basically leave her after her begging… I hope I can fix this…’ She turned off the computer and wandered through the rest of the house. She made it to the bedroom, last door of the hallway. She dropped her bag mid step and with a low painfully shocked hoarse voice she muttered “Em…Emily…” Walking over to the curled up body propped up by the wall looking like she’d been shot, she placed her hand on Emily who merely whimpered. Silent tears rolled down Emily’s cheeks, JJ’s now shiny with tears and filling the air with sniffles. JJ wrapped her arms around Emily’s shoulders, noticing the heat radiating off Emily even through their clothes. The bottle of Jack Daniels peeked over Emily’s thigh and without hesitation JJ grabbed it shaking her head, placing only one kiss on Emily’s forehead she held the brunette till she could figure out how to get her to the bed and off the freezing floor.
It took a few minutes to get the sheets situated, herself into shorts and a t-shirt, get Emily changed and finally attempt carrying dead weight. She tucked Emily in bed and went to the kitchen tossing the Jack bottle into the trash. She stood there awhile watching her reflection in the window. Dialing Garcia she held the phone to her ear.
"Pen I'm freaking out... I don't know if I can do this alone...."
"Whats going on? Is she awake?"
"No she's asleep in bed, drunk... Jack Daniels, she drank a whole half gallon... I'm almost afraid she's got alcohol poisoning."
"Even for Emily that is a lot, she doesn't get that trashed in Vegas"
"I changed her out of her work suit to a shirt and shorts, she has no idea. "
"Eek. Well you need to stay and work this out, she tried to keep you before you even got to the airport, she loves you."
"I know. It was a mistake to ever pretend I could walk away..."
"Go curl up with her, surprise her in the morning."
"Thanks Pen... wish me luck tomorrow."
"Night Doll face."
"Night." with a grin JJ hung up and looked toward Emily's bedroom. She got a glass of water for both her and Emily, walked into the bedroom putting one and a bottle of Advil next to it for the morning, the other for herself. She crawled into bed, a pillow on one side for her belly and Emily to prop her up on the other. At first Emily was restless but she settled feeling the warmth of another body, the ease of steady breaths against her skin.
A deep groan, a whimper and a throbbing headache woke Emily up. She looked around, an empty bed, no bottle, water and Advil by the bed even different clothing. She scrambled for the Advil and chugged the water. Laying back down she snuggled in, taking a deep breathe. She could smell JJ's shampoo and tears rolled down her face. She decided she should get up and do laundry not wanting to smell it anymore, but not before breakfast. Into the kitchen and head in the fridge searching for milk. She stalled realizing she smelled coffee. She didn't start coffee. "Mom?" She twisted around looking in the living room. "Garcia? Morgan? Hotch?..... Anyone...?" Eyes narrow looking around. The front door opened and Emily froze. JJ looked up at her, frozen, taking a deep breath before stepping in and closing the door. Emily looked helpless, a weak hoarse little voice "J...en...nifer...." She took a step but simply fell to her knees.
"We... need to talk Emily?" JJ managed to speak out before tears rolled down her face while a forced smile showing Emily it was all ok now.
"You... you changed my clothes, the coffee... wait. But… Will? What about..."
"Emily stop. One step at a time…and screw Will, I left him at the airport. Yes I came here last night, picked you off the floor, unconscious, after changing your clothes."
Emily just nodded. She opened her arms, still sitting on her knees. JJ walked up hugging Emily’s head, crying, this time truly smiling. It took a minute before Emily got a hold of herself enough to stand. One hand on the baby belly the other wrapped around JJ's waist, JJ's arms around her neck.
"JJ... I didn't think you'd come back."
"Hah... surprised you didn't I. I'm just finally admitting I can be happy with you, that I don't have to stay with Will and pretend to be happy."
"I'm glad... because I know. For as strong as I may seem... I broke... Every night was going to be a JD night."
With a light pat on Emily's head JJ showed how she disapproved. "Well I'm glad we don't have to buy stock in Jack Daniels." Said with a lighthearted laugh.
Emily smiled. She looked up with her eyes closed thanking her lucky stars. JJ clung to her as if life depended upon it.
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Righting the Wrongs (1b /?)
Jan. 24th, 2009 | 12:02 am
mood: blank
Title: Righting the Wrongs (1b /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ.... JJ/Will
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
JJ sat, weighted to her chair, still torn with the waiting plane and running away from this man. She bared his child… so… in a way she felt horribly guilty if she would deny him his kin. 1 drunken night was all it took to ruin everything with a particular brunette. She never thought it possibly till their official last kiss only moments ago. Will handed her water and her Ipod, 4 hour flights… she needed to not think and she needed to start now. She took it, slipping the ear buds into her ears. Hit play not giving a damn what turned on, she always kept it on random anyways. Classic guitar intro’d and a then whisky-gravel but soothing voice filled her ears.
“There's a plane flyin' outta here tonight, Destination New Orleans, Boss man says my big promotion's on the line, He says that's right where I need to be
Lately I've been on the road more than I've been home, All this leavin' her alone is killin' me, And holdin' her right now has got me thinkin' more and more, This is right where I need to be
Where when I hear her I can see her, I can smell her sweet perfume, I can feel her skin against me when I sleep, Where I won't miss her I can kiss her, Anytime that I want to
Yeah that's right where I need to be, Yeah that's right where I need to be
There's a plane flyin' outta here tonight, With an empty first class seat, 'Cause I've finally got all my priorities in line, And I'm right where I need to be… (cont)”
Images of Emily flash through her brain, and with small shivers every lyric hits her. The night they both passed out after a trying case, waiting up to an arm around her shoulder holding her right, Emily’s scent filling her senses. Looking down at the first class seat waiting patiently to be used lay on her thigh. The memory of a simply kiss not but 15 minutes ago. Trying so hard to forget how their kisses felt, the security she felt around Emily.
She looked at her Ipod and blinked twice at the name and title ‘Gary Allen – Right Where I Need to be.’ With that her throat tightened and stomach cramped. She looked at Will as if he had 3 heads. This is definitely not where she needed to be.
She stood up handing over her ticket, she explained hesitantly. “Will I can’t do this…”
“Yes you can… and you will, that’s all I’ve asked of you.”
“No Will, you’ve asked me to leave my job, leave my friends, leave my team, drop my whole life for you!!!” Anger was clear in her voice.
“You have my child. I love you. That’s not enough?”
“No. That’s not enough. You love what is in me, not me for who I am, and where I want to be.” With that she grabbed her bag and walked out of terminal asking for an airline assistant to help her down the stairs.
“JJ come back here right now” He followed taking her arm.
“Excuse me sir, unhand her or I will ask you to leave.” The airline assistant demanded then mumbled something into the walkie-talkie she held. Quickly 2 guards walked up hand on their gun handles. “Problem Ma’am?”
JJ looked at Will with raised eyebrows and a serious ‘don’t piss me off’ look in her eyes.
“No… no problem officers.” Being a police chief in New Orleans had no pull in Virginia.
“No, it is fine, Thank you very much for your help” JJ was escorted to the main entrance. Pulled out her cell phone and tipped the airline assistant for all of her help. In turn the assistant refused with a calm voice, “Hunny, I’ve been there before I know exactly how you feel. Now go find who it is you are lookin’ for.” With a wink the mid 40’s woman left her side.
Flipping open her phone she dialed Garcia. “Yeah. I’m freaking out. I’m ok. Listen… I need a favor…"
Emily arrived home dropping her badge on the entryway table along with her keys, having left her issued firearm in the lockbox of her car for safety. Throwing her jacket on the small couch she kept her head down not wanting to remember the memory of JJ kissing her mid living room with mixed emotions, fumbling over her words, unknowingly pregnant. She remembered anyways and closed her eyes, clenching her teeth and slammed her fist to the counter in the kitchen. Cracking open the Jack she drank straight from the bottle; all to ready to drink herself into an oblivion. Her cell phone still in her pocket lit up playing Garcia’s ring tone. She purposely missed the call and turned off the ringer, sat it on the counter… looked at it again then shut it off completely with a swift toss against the wall popping the backing off and allowing the battery to fall out. She turned on her Itunes and downloaded Gary Allen’s most downloaded.
“Lets see what else you know Mister Allen…” she sat on the counter for a few minutes letting them download.
She hit play on ‘The Best I Ever Had’ listening to the lyrics she shook her head and sighed remembering better times. The whiskey rolled down her throat with a smoothness of silk. It wasn’t long before half a bottle of jack and some of her songs repeated twice over. She lay curled up in a ball beside the bed the Jack still in her hand crying quietly, forehead on her knees.
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ.... JJ/Will
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
JJ sat, weighted to her chair, still torn with the waiting plane and running away from this man. She bared his child… so… in a way she felt horribly guilty if she would deny him his kin. 1 drunken night was all it took to ruin everything with a particular brunette. She never thought it possibly till their official last kiss only moments ago. Will handed her water and her Ipod, 4 hour flights… she needed to not think and she needed to start now. She took it, slipping the ear buds into her ears. Hit play not giving a damn what turned on, she always kept it on random anyways. Classic guitar intro’d and a then whisky-gravel but soothing voice filled her ears.
“There's a plane flyin' outta here tonight, Destination New Orleans, Boss man says my big promotion's on the line, He says that's right where I need to be
Lately I've been on the road more than I've been home, All this leavin' her alone is killin' me, And holdin' her right now has got me thinkin' more and more, This is right where I need to be
Where when I hear her I can see her, I can smell her sweet perfume, I can feel her skin against me when I sleep, Where I won't miss her I can kiss her, Anytime that I want to
Yeah that's right where I need to be, Yeah that's right where I need to be
There's a plane flyin' outta here tonight, With an empty first class seat, 'Cause I've finally got all my priorities in line, And I'm right where I need to be… (cont)”
Images of Emily flash through her brain, and with small shivers every lyric hits her. The night they both passed out after a trying case, waiting up to an arm around her shoulder holding her right, Emily’s scent filling her senses. Looking down at the first class seat waiting patiently to be used lay on her thigh. The memory of a simply kiss not but 15 minutes ago. Trying so hard to forget how their kisses felt, the security she felt around Emily.
She looked at her Ipod and blinked twice at the name and title ‘Gary Allen – Right Where I Need to be.’ With that her throat tightened and stomach cramped. She looked at Will as if he had 3 heads. This is definitely not where she needed to be.
She stood up handing over her ticket, she explained hesitantly. “Will I can’t do this…”
“Yes you can… and you will, that’s all I’ve asked of you.”
“No Will, you’ve asked me to leave my job, leave my friends, leave my team, drop my whole life for you!!!” Anger was clear in her voice.
“You have my child. I love you. That’s not enough?”
“No. That’s not enough. You love what is in me, not me for who I am, and where I want to be.” With that she grabbed her bag and walked out of terminal asking for an airline assistant to help her down the stairs.
“JJ come back here right now” He followed taking her arm.
“Excuse me sir, unhand her or I will ask you to leave.” The airline assistant demanded then mumbled something into the walkie-talkie she held. Quickly 2 guards walked up hand on their gun handles. “Problem Ma’am?”
JJ looked at Will with raised eyebrows and a serious ‘don’t piss me off’ look in her eyes.
“No… no problem officers.” Being a police chief in New Orleans had no pull in Virginia.
“No, it is fine, Thank you very much for your help” JJ was escorted to the main entrance. Pulled out her cell phone and tipped the airline assistant for all of her help. In turn the assistant refused with a calm voice, “Hunny, I’ve been there before I know exactly how you feel. Now go find who it is you are lookin’ for.” With a wink the mid 40’s woman left her side.
Flipping open her phone she dialed Garcia. “Yeah. I’m freaking out. I’m ok. Listen… I need a favor…"
Emily arrived home dropping her badge on the entryway table along with her keys, having left her issued firearm in the lockbox of her car for safety. Throwing her jacket on the small couch she kept her head down not wanting to remember the memory of JJ kissing her mid living room with mixed emotions, fumbling over her words, unknowingly pregnant. She remembered anyways and closed her eyes, clenching her teeth and slammed her fist to the counter in the kitchen. Cracking open the Jack she drank straight from the bottle; all to ready to drink herself into an oblivion. Her cell phone still in her pocket lit up playing Garcia’s ring tone. She purposely missed the call and turned off the ringer, sat it on the counter… looked at it again then shut it off completely with a swift toss against the wall popping the backing off and allowing the battery to fall out. She turned on her Itunes and downloaded Gary Allen’s most downloaded.
“Lets see what else you know Mister Allen…” she sat on the counter for a few minutes letting them download.
She hit play on ‘The Best I Ever Had’ listening to the lyrics she shook her head and sighed remembering better times. The whiskey rolled down her throat with a smoothness of silk. It wasn’t long before half a bottle of jack and some of her songs repeated twice over. She lay curled up in a ball beside the bed the Jack still in her hand crying quietly, forehead on her knees.
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Righting the Wrongs (1a /?)
Jan. 23rd, 2009 | 11:43 pm
mood: blank
Title: Righting the Wrongs (1a /?)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ.... JJ/Will
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
Chapter I - In the Beginning
Emily lay on the hood of her car, only a block from the airplane terminal, watching airplanes fly away. She had to watch her plane leave to believe it true, to keep the denial from festering into a fireball with an unknown target. An old Chevy pick up drove up next to her with a scruffy looking gentleman who gave her only a small nod. His truck playing country music... how fitting. The next song after the commercial break came on, a mandolin and a guitar intro'd then whisky-gravel but soothing voice came over the speakers.
Sittin' out here on the hood of this truck looking up, at a caramel colored sunset sky, checkin my watch doin the math in my head, counting back words to when you said goodbye, well those runway lights are gettin brighter
I’m just sittin' out here watching airplanes take off, and fly, tryin to figure out which one you might be on, and why you dont love me anymore, right now I’m sittin' out here watching airplanes.
I would've lied could've cried should've tried harder, done anything to make you stay, I wonder what you'd do if you looked out your window, saw me runnin’ down the runway just like I was crazy, that fence is too high so am I. (cont).
Meanwhile during the song remembering 15 minutes earlier... She broke down asking JJ to stay as Will dragged her away. Will winning the tug of war only by Emily giving in and with one last kiss walked away from JJ for a lifetime. Their friendship, love and partners for life in crime fighting stopped in a single glance of hatred. Emily had to hate JJ to walk away. To hate her enough not to pull the card of FBI authority to stop the plan before it left. So she lay there like a crazy woman as if by some miracle JJ would drop from the sky. Remembering the baby bump under JJ's shirt she at one point thought was so cute, now wanted the image to diminish.
Finding the song ideal for her mood, she hollered to the man in the truck who slipped out and came up next to her car. He too looked like he just lost the only thing he knew beside his truck.
“What was that Ma’am?” he asked with a slow sad smile.
“Emily” She said with blood shot red ringed eyes and a lonely ‘trying too hard’ grin.
“Emily… Pretty. I’m Jake”
“Who sang that song? I might need to listen to it a few more times.” She explained with a sigh.
“Gary Allen… The songs called Watching Airplanes” He looked at her then paused at the next plane that flew overhead allowing for the noise to clear. “You don’t seem like a country listenin’ girl. Pleasure”
With that she shook her head, shook his hand and slid off the hood of her car “You as well. And thank you. It’s just what I needed…”
He kindly helped her off the hood of her car and stepped away back into his truck, driving off without another word. She slipped into her car, crying just a few more minutes before backing up to drive. She needed a store, with liquor and that damn song. 10 minutes later, a few weary looks and a bottle of a good friend from college Jack Daniels, she headed home.
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Fic: Righting the Wrongs (Prelude)
Jan. 23rd, 2009 | 11:24 pm
location: In bed with a beautiful brunette beside me.
mood: 
content
Title: Righting the Wrongs (Prelude)
Author: Bonejacker
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Emily/JJ.... JJ/Will
Disclaimer: Don't own them, no profit, no love.
Spoilers: None from CM. Peek into my life?
Rating: Sad.
It was the average bar night out for the team, JJ playing darts, Garcia watching Morgan dance, the Hotchners enjoying the others company, Rossi had bopped around for a little before making his leave. This was the very same bar that JJ told Emily 3 months ago they couldn’t see each other anymore beside work. That time it lasted a week.
One night ago at JJ’s house party she did the same. She was drunk enough to hold Emily’s face in her hands, force her to look into her eyes, even pressed the brunette against the wall to keep her attention. JJ told her she loved her, but it wasn’t going to work, ever. That Emily was perfect, that she’d be amazing for anyone, but she just weren’t perfect for her. At the start of that night it didn’t take long for Emily to figure out that once she dropped the last few things into JJ’s room from her recent move, that were history. It was only made more abundant when Will showed up with a few of her other friends and she took Will’s hand disappeared into a room to “talk.” Emily, frustrated enough from the last beer, the absence of JJ and the insane amount of noise. Emily made her round of hugs; clearly masking everything she ever felt was just thrown out the window. She sent JJ a text goodnight and was going to leave it at that but she chases Emily down the stairs stopping her on the last step, trying to get the words from her brain to her mouth.
Emily had now heard the word “perfect” and “amazing” so much that if another person told her something even remotely close she’d willingly punch them in the face. JJ’s hands are still holding Emily’s face when finally Emily whispered, “You never let us try to be together…” JJ’s only answer is that “It wouldn’t work.” Her mind tries to wrap around ‘perfect’ and ‘wouldn't work’ and the brunette simply can’t comprehend. They had sex together the night before in Emily’s truck on the “beer run” which was more of a “we need to get the fuck out of here” run. No one knew but JJ it was their last. When JJ tries to pull the “I know I’m being selfish but we gotta get back” when Emily just gave her 4 orgasms, she in turn pull the “I’m not moving this truck, you gotta… I’m too worked up” with a look that steals her breath and readily she’s happy to do so even if Will was still at the house chilling as a “friend.” But tonight, she’s finally broken her of her last thread, the year and a half they’d been hanging onto each other as lovers and friends, finally snaps. Emily grits out “Don’t… fucking hold my head in place…” and pulls her head from her grasp. Her final blow was low enough to break her down in tears, “It was all about the sex.” But Emily remembers the nights they held each other, the times they had to be apart for more then a week, clinging to each other like a week was an eternity. How she tried to play it tough like Emily didn’t matter, while Emily latched on tighter knowing it was bullshit. Emily finally stormed away when Will walks out onto the porch, when one of JJ’s friends calls him out. Their “breakup” was a spectacle. Emily convinces herself to tell her to fuck off, but the blond just chases after her a little further down the street. In the end, JJ has the nerve to try and kiss her “Goodbye,” opened mouth…and with every ounce of her, she held onto the fact she knows JJ and Will are going to sleep in the extra bed Emily just gave her 4 hours ago so she wouldn’t have to sleep on the floor.
But here she is, right here, right now, watching them avoid each other enough for her sake. She doesn’t know which is ripping her apart more, the fact this wasn’t the first time someone’s done this to her or the fact it was the last time she’d do this to her. JJ’s sister tries her hardest to convince her JJ’s an idiot and that she is better moving on to someone who wouldn’t do this to her. Wills so invested showing everyone something on his phone JJ’s already seen, something Emily isn’t interested when she just listened to the both of them tell the story, she doesn’t need a visual as well. JJ looks at her asking if she is ok, all Emily can do is shrug wondering why Miss blue eyes suddenly cared. When the little group broke apart, the couple retired, still not showing any affection till they were long gone from view. Morgan and Garcia hug onto Emily knowingly, saying it’ll be alright, that she is better off without someone who couldn’t figure out what she wanted till she wrecked everything in her path. Emily hugs them again, this time tighter trying to keep up the Prentiss mask. She manages to make it to the car before breaking down because it simply hurts too much. She sat there wondering how she went from heaven to hell, how she was so blindly a crutch to their relationship. It never failed Emily righted all the wrongs, but the odds were never in her favor.
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Oh. Life so funny.
Aug. 15th, 2008 | 11:39 am
You'd think the most common question would be "you a lesbian?" well I guess thats quickly answered by my short hair, heavier build, boyish smile, cargo shorts and sandals, I suppose purely physical. But that question honestly ... is not most asked. Why is "Bonejacker" your screen name for L.J. and Myspace. Well I couldn't think of a nickname to save my life. I'd just gotten done watching Blade Trinity before Halloween 2 years ago. -funny story below- Hannibal King carries a gun he named Bonejacker. Being the ballistics lover I am I decided that I'd roll with that and leave people in complete wonderment. But now all you know and can giggle as you please at the silly dyke running around in a dodge ram truck and so-cal stickers on the back who reads too many fan fics and watches too many movies. ;)
Kasie
-Halloween I said to my best friend "I want to be Hannibal King" good idea? Navy blue cargo pants, a long sleeve black shirt, couple airsoft guns, a bullet proof vest carrier and a holster later I was in character (all in all $80.) Fake facial hair and all on said Halloween night I met an Abigail Whistler and a Blade that night and was satisfied I'd made the right choice.-
Kasie
-Halloween I said to my best friend "I want to be Hannibal King" good idea? Navy blue cargo pants, a long sleeve black shirt, couple airsoft guns, a bullet proof vest carrier and a holster later I was in character (all in all $80.) Fake facial hair and all on said Halloween night I met an Abigail Whistler and a Blade that night and was satisfied I'd made the right choice.-